Archive for July, 2009

Day 240: It feels AMAZING~~~

I LOVE IT! I had forgotten what it was like to be and FEEL attactive!! I’m loving it! I finally am feeling like a human again!!!

 I am not at goal, things are still slow still yet lately, but every pound gets me closer and every pound lost makes me feel BETTER and BETTER!!

 I can wear things I have not worn in a long and look nice with out all the bulges and rolls! I dont look preganant anymore when turned side ways! Pictures taken actaully look decent! People actually notice me again!

 LOVE LOVE LOVE Loving it!!!! I can’t describe how amazing it feels and how much I had forgotten the difference between being a fat blob and being “normal”… If your there already- you know what I’m talkin’ about! If you’re not- get on the wagon becuase its a long road but well WORTH IT!!!

( I’ll post my newest update on my weight loss total in a few days ! )

MONTH 7: WEIGH IN - 1 pounds total loss

                                   Yep, thats right, 1 little itty bitty tinsy winsy itsy tiny pound.. (of course if I’d gained it instead it would be HUGE!! ) Thats my weightloss report this month. I gained 5 back, I lost them & then lost 1. I have lost a total of 51 pounds in 7 months. Not bad and not great. My goal is 10 pounds a month, I really should be at 70 pounds lost and weighing in at 165 today……….WOW…….. I can’t wait for that day! If only I had stayed on track I would actually be at 165!! That would be awesome! Its summer time!

I’m gonna try really hard to not only be sure I do loose my ten pounds this month, but that I also try to catch up on some of that other weight, maybe I can loose 15 pounds instead or even 20! Not sure how how this is gonne go but it’s the first day of the month and thats where I am setting my goal! I need to remind myself to EXCERCISE!!! Thats my biggest flaw-I just dont have or make time for it anymore and it would totally boost my weightloss.

      I stayed up late reading all the tricks to 20 pounds in 30 days….. it states mainly avoiding carbs and doing lots of excercise… I am a carb eater-I will crash and burn trying to stay away from them before I accomplish anything and I have managed to loose weight while still enjoying carbs by just eating small sensible overall calorie and fat balanced meals- so I will continue with that only modify a little more: Lower calorie intake a tad-add more fruits and veggis to make meals &  excercise …… Wish me Luck! I will keep you posted!