Diabla

Well its better than having gained weight- o pounds lost in September… I have reached an incredibley looooong plateau…. my body just does not want to budge at all…

I admit, about half way thru the month I really fell off the wagon…. theres no excuse but I am very unmotivated any more.. I counted calories I worked out, I was off to a great start but I can not loose weight, day after day and weeks after weeks there was no loss… I dont know why… so by the end of the month I was barely on the diet anymore and i have eaten all kinds of junk I had not touched in months.

I hope I can get back on full gear but I have said this for 3 months now.. I dont know waht to do- NOTHING WORKS! Yet I don’t gain weight when I get depressed and PIG OUT… I even tried dieters tea-NOTHING.

I hope everybody else is doing good and making up where I have failed.. i’m beginning to wonder if this is the end of the journey and I must settle at the current weight……